Is it anxiety? Or something else?
June 29th, 2010
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I’ts truly a long story but trying to say it all quickly — basically I’ve been depressed for several years and Ive begged my parents to get me help in some sort, but they believe that I’m normal, and that I’m stubborn..however, my older sister is getting medical help for her “anxiety”. She’s not been through nearly half as much as I have, but I don’t understand it..I can’t accept the fact that she is getting helped, and I’m left isolated. Yes, of course I’ve tried to cure it naturally but life is one hell of a ride and I can’t get off the mood swings, jitters, worries about death, etc. For example, the other night, my mother said she wanted to take the family on vacation in about 2 years to see her family in Brazil, etc. She left the room, and I started to freak out, and I started to cry because I feared deeply that my mom is going to die before then. Why? I really don’t know. Even a few days after that, I thought that I was going to be dead within the next few months. I die in almost every dream that I dream, and it scares the hell out of me. I don’t make any sense because I often WANT to die, but at the same time, I fear it. I probably sounds like an annoying person, but I’m not the person I described while I’m away from home. I’m a fun loving person that my friends see when I’m away..not that I don’t like my home. I just change for whatever reason..what’s wrong with me? I’m completely confused and I’ve lost hope in my parents for they don’t bother.
Lisa
I’ts truly a long story but trying to say it all quickly — basically I’ve been depressed for several years and Ive begged my parents to get me help in some sort, but they believe that I’m normal, and that I’m stubborn..however, my older sister is getting medical help for her “anxiety”. She’s not been through nearly half as much as I have, but I don’t understand it..I can’t accept the fact that she is getting helped, and I’m left isolated. Yes, of course I’ve tried to cure it naturally but life is one hell of a ride and I can’t get off the mood swings, jitters, worries about death, etc. For example, the other night, my mother said she wanted to take the family on vacation in about 2 years to see her family in Brazil, etc. She left the room, and I started to freak out, and I started to cry because I feared deeply that my mom is going to die before then. Why? I really don’t know. Even a few days after that, I thought that I was going to be dead within the next few months. I die in almost every dream that I dream, and it scares the hell out of me. I don’t make any sense because I often WANT to die, but at the same time, I fear it. I probably sounds like an annoying person, but I’m not the person I described while I’m away from home. I’m a fun loving person that my friends see when I’m away..not that I don’t like my home. I just change for whatever reason..what’s wrong with me? I’m completely confused and I’ve lost hope in my parents for they don’t bother.
Lisa
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